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Chinese Dance SYF
All of us have to learn everything first...and then eventually one day, our dance teacher was like picking out the students that are like no good enough(for the main part). When I thought I might be staying but no, I.was.thelastone.who.was.picked.out. It's ok, it's just a dance.

School
all the works I have done for group projects... are usually replaced for better English or better ideas. I'm ok, coz I know my English is terrible and I'm not creative. What's more, my result ain't good anyway.

1 Week Event job
My initial role was the Cashier(CAN SIT DOWN yay)...and just went I got the hang of it and feel that it's quite fun/ok to work till the end of my job... I got replaced. I think I'm probably too slow.
and was assigned to another position: VIP queue control (Bored to death role->There.is.no.queue.at.all)
Then from that role->Packer->Give out shopping bag.
It's ok, coz I know I'm slow and not 100% accurate in handling money.

Now.
When I thought it's quite fun, and I got the hang of it. I thought I wun need to be a burden and kept asking questions to "disturb" busy colleague... There will be someone(native) replacing me for my current role for work. I will be doing other one. That means I need to learn new stuff all over again and struggle all over again. Being a burden again~
It's ok, coz I know I'm not that much of help since I'm not fluent in Korean and I don't even dare to speak basic Korean even if I know how to. It good that at least they hire someone native to help though-> she will be more useful than I am->the outcome will be more productive.

I'm not feeling sad/ blaming anyone for all this. I'm ok with all this. I'm just really disappointed with myself over time.

I guess I'm easily replaced.
Look at all this...
What the heck am I good at. Maybe it's just sleeping.
No wonder pretty much no one cares about my resume->no wonder I can't find job for so long.-> no wonder I don't know what to work as. (since there is nth I'm really good at even with a diploma+degree, they are still pretty much useless.)

Maybe I'm not hardworking enough to fill in the gap of my dumbness+slowness+poor memory.

I have always be wanting to be independent(from parents/Guy(As in I don't want to get married))....Is that even possible?

Korea Trip Day 4 Myeongdong SAKUN, Free Hanbok experiance, Myeongdong underground shopping mall and Hello Kitty Cafe

WE ARE IN MYEONG DONG(Myeong Dong, I miss you so much, it has been more than 3years.)
First stop... SAKUN STORE~~~I'm so sorry Antricia, I brought you along and totally got lost, and all the Koreans who directed us to wrong route. Except that there was this security guard who helpful guide us using the map.

And YES FINALLY FOUND YOU SAKUN, but it was closed for lunch break. OAO WE VERY UNLUCKY.
So, we have decided to have Lunch at that area too~ Apparently, this part of Myeong Dong is filled with comic arts~~~>W<

 
We got in to eat and then the store owner give us a tangerine each. (YAY Free Tangerine).
 
Korean really love to hide their Utensils(in the metal "box") hahaha

SAKUN Store is finally open~~~YAY

Have been eye-ing their products since 6 months ago.
I'm here to buy the SAKUN Cat cap(it's Out of stocks already)...and then I ask about the SAKUN CAT(furry furry leopard prints de) Bagpack...It's also out of stock. OAO We walked so much here though. Okies, last try, I asked about the other SAKUN CAT bagpack, THEY HAVE IT OMG FINALLY...but it's in their WAREHOUSE. >A< The store owner offered to deliver to where we live for free and give both Antricia and I free gifts(a pair of SAKUN SOCKS AND SAKUN STICKERS >W<).

After SAKUN Store, We went to Myeong Dong Underground mall(Exit3 walk till the end)  TO BUY CD ALBUMS~~~So far that two shops there are the cheapest in Myeong Dong, average price15000krw. (I got 2 posters from the owner >W<) other then Albums, they sell merch too, and also..a few official LIGHTSTICKS and they do sell the unofficial lightsticks too. AND I SAW THEM SELLING BAP MATOKI dolls TOO(but no Shishimato(Yong Guk) de liao)

And then...we went to Myeong Dong Tourist Information Center for free Hanbok wearing~~~Coz we were told that the Seoul Global Cultural Center(we wanted to go there at first.) will require booking(coz alots of people there, have to wait for very long).

need to wait for 30mins~~~while waiting, so selfies.

PARK SHIN HYE                I look like crap beside Hyuna, she's pretty(the standee)~~ I did saw without makeup in MBS during year 2012, I almost cannot recognize her, it's okies, I'm not recognizeable after I wear makeup too.
 
"A Song For You" was filmed here before~~

~the guest is AOA.
SO I got my Hanbok~~(Sorry I'm too short T A T) I LOVE THE SKIRT PATTERNSSSS, NOT THE PINK PART But overall it looks good~~ I wanted to try the Gisaeng one at free but the staff said it is way too big for me.(it's really quite big, whyyyyy buy so big one OAO)

They give Antricia, kids size HAHAHAHA(Maybe coz of Antricia's height). When I saw the green screen...I was shocked...I didn't expect green screen... hahahahahahahahaha
You just have to write down your email and every shots taken(we press the button ourselves) will be sent to you.

Those are the best few, the rest all quite bad, alots of green screen revealed.

Afterward, we went to Hello Kitty Cafe(I'm not a Hello Kitty fans, ~but I have watch Hello Kitty animations before I like Daniel better if I really have to choose.) Of cos, there is no Daniel in this cafe, only Hello Kitty~~ Coz Antricia wanna go, and then we happens to see it, let's go in~~


Tangerine Specials(I LOOKS REALLY GOOD on the menu and I LOVE FRUITS)

Being still quite full from Lunch earlier on, we just order this 2 cheaper stuff from the menu. The Green Tea Latte is really not bad~!!! The brownie is just... errr normal brownie taste.

Coz it's going be Christmas soon...

 
THE CUP IS REALLY CUTE

how do I bare to use this, but I used it anyway hahahahaha

Spot *Proud Hello Kitty*

Shopping for cosmetics and a few street food~~Ñighttttt liaoo
While we're shopping somewhere in the corner(alley), there is this scary auntie coming out of nowhere holding my arm pulling me along while promoting a restaurant and telling me to go there eat...when I was infront of the restaurant, I realized that the food there quite expensive arh~ how arh?
I actually told the auntie this..
"저는 아까 먹었어요. 지금 배 불어요, 너무 배 불러요~ (I just ate, I'm now very full, super full.)"
She just laughed and let me off~hahahahaha omg~ it's so easy~

THIS IS REAL GOOODDD, THE SPIRAL POTATO, SUPER CRISPY!

Just wanted take photo with the street before going back. Today's Loots(free gifts from SAKUN)!


Date:22 December 2016

I just bought Laneige lip sleeping mask yesterday

 
I got this from LANEIGE at $27~~~ and it comes with this thing shown above. The colour is prettyy!
  
Before using                                                         After using (I have removed the lip mask)
Please bare with my ugly lip.

It's just one night and the "wrinkles" don't look so deep anymore, and the peel off part kindda lessen.

I got to know this product through a friend, and I went to search for reviews...and it seems good. So I bought it and try since I have very dry lip that will peel off everytimes(and I have a bad habit of peel it off.). I have bought several lipbalm(due to the fruit fragrance smell), but they made my lip always ended up becoming even more dry if I don't kept re-applying (exclude for the Honey Lipbalm from INNISFREE, they STOP selling the honey Lipbalm I used though WHY.).

The staff told me that this can be used as Lipbalm too, if I apply a thin layer of it.

Let's hope for good result after using this Lip Mask for long~!

*Cooking*

I really dislike cooking.

Neither do my mother. She told me that she also dislike cooking. I was a little shocked... She don't like cooking But she have been cooking our meals every days for years (from me being young till now). Occasionally, she cook special food (e.g shui kueh, meat floss riceball, sushi, burger etc) for us to eat..solely because we likes them.
I know that cooking is tough job to do since young, so I can eat whatever food (except bitter bean) that was cooked by her, regardless if it's really tasteless/ too salty. (her food are nice but there are times where yap, her food doesn't taste right.) She's not that good in cooking but she cooks because of us, she's afraid that we will be hungry and she spend time learning bits and pieces of how to cook from others (the efforts).

I do realize most parents didn't do something(work/cook, houseworks etc) because they love doing it, it's because they know they're responsible for it, they do it.
I still dislike cooking, but I love my mother!

"Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up, And Be Happy!"

I'm so done with myself. I'm making different mistakes each week. I was rather confident that I will not make mistakes in my work again on this week coz I did check a lot of times. However, now I got all the mistakes that I have never got it wrong for the past weeks. I thought I will never have those part wrong (so I didn't double check those parts and DDANG). OAO One thing about this problem... Never trust myself.

It's getting more and depressing as I work...This is suppose to be a simple job but I just kept making mistakes. Not to say that... I'm too slow too. It has already been my 3rd week of work already.
I felt so terrible when a colleague have to stay back after work to clean up the mess I have made last Friday. >< Plus the complain from another colleague yesterday.
Personally, I'm a very careless, opposite of perfectionist, messy, forgetful, and unable to multi-tasks person.I "die" badly for this job that need to be very precise and fast. Doing my best and not giving myself any breaks(other than Lunch and toilet) wasn't working much. I'm not tech-smart nor physically smart either.
At times, I'm so angry at myself for being so useless.
If I can't even handle this kind of job, what else can I work as.

Enough of this, I'm glad that I have all these few kind colleagues that help me alots, and then 1or2 who listened to me and let me think in another better perspectives. Come to think of it, it's only 12days of work, I gotta to calm down since I don't think anyone will be able to be able to master it perfectly within 12days. Through this job, I have been increasing my Korean vocab alots. Tbh, I'm still amused at how much I can understand Korean Language for work.

Just came across Akdong Musician's cover of "Happy" in "Happy Together", it cheers me up so much~~

"Happy" by MOCCA ->Song cover by Akdong Musician.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IacX4m6oE3o
"Life is Just a Bowl of Cherries,
Sometimes It is sweet or Filled with
Worries
Don't be afraid, When Things Go Wrong, Just
be Strong.

When Things Seems up in the Air,
And Everything is so Unfair,
And You Stumble and Fall
Just Pick Yourself up and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,
Just Remember One Thing, My Friend.
When You're Under a Cloud
Just Visit Music and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,
Just Remember that I'm Here to Stay.
Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up,
And Be Happy!"

YES, "Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up, And Be Happy!"

Teamgrimmie will miss you and your voice...

It really saddened me when I saw the news about Christina Grimmie. I even went to different news websites (from reliable sources) to double check if the news I saw is Truth. I can't believe that... she was death. >< She's very young, 22years old(same age as me) and we're only 5days apart. I really really really hated that guy who shot her to death...and he shot himself to death afterward(That was Irresponsible and sick).
I found her on Youtube in around 2012/2013.. and watch my first video of her cover, "Price Tag" by Jessie J. I don't really know much English songs as I'm not interested in English pop. Because of Christina Grimmie's song covers, I got to know a lot of nice English songs (But I usually download her version instead of the original singer' version). It's like...even if the song doesn't seems good(doesn't interest me to listen), but after she covered it, it often sounds way better than the original with her awesome voice. Of course, there are also some of her covers that weren't really appealing. She really sings really well and she's unique, her voice, her hairstyles(back then), her looks, are unique and she's so cute and cool at the same time. And the song "Just a Dream", a collaboration song with Sam Tsui, it was awesome during that time, I like so much that I used to lope it.
It was only after she was in "The Voice"... I didn't really follow much on her Youtube channel. But I'm still her fans, her fans for most of her song covers.
Teamgrimmie will miss you... and your voice ><

First Day of work~ My first full-time job~

Finally ended my Full-time Holiday, proceed to to my full-time job~~~ This is my first full-time job, it's an admin(Korean Language) role~ It's only a temp job, over a period of only 6 months. Before this, I have been always working event jobs(my longest event job was only a week.)
It's my first day of work (I had a lot of first day of work before), but the feeling is different... I was so nervous... That I tried to learn how use Excel, and familiarize myself with the Korean words I might need to know for my work. I actually woke up at 3.30am thinking that it was 6.30am, I brushed my brush at 3.30am...and went back to sleep after I saw the time >A<. Woke up at 4.30am again to look at the time and fell back asleep again.
I love how convenience is it for me to get to my workplace from home, it's around only 45mins using one direct bus.
So, I went to work and the people there are nice~ ^W^ And I met a Korean colleague who teaches me what I'm suppose to do, she's very nice and she got so excited and introduced me to almost everyone in the office(so that I wun feel out of place). But I only remember around 3 names hahahahaha! Sorry though~
Boss asked me to join them for lunch, so I went~ And eventually I found out that she loves BIG BANG AND iKON, AND SHE'S GOING FOR iKONCERT SINGAPORE TOO OMG!!! Such cool to meet another iKONIC at my workplace, which was totally unexpected >W<
Well, I adapted well, for work and new friends~ I see why I'm a Pisces.

Although I have this nice Korean colleague sitting right beside me, I was holding myself back to speak to her in Korean language.
I have this thing with me->I don't dare to speak Korean with a Korean. Coz my Korean pronunciation is so terrible. Just right I'm going back, I say "안녕히계세요" to her. And she was just so happy and started spamming me with sentences in Korean >W< I understood all and replied~~
But I accidentally used informal form in one of my sentences, omg jialat. That's why I don't dare to speak Korean OAO

Oh ya, as for my job, it's pretty much similar stuff over and over again...BUT I HAVE TO BE REALLY CAREFULLY WITH NUMBERS SINCE IT deals with money and there are alots of different types of Invoices. The steps of Reg and Urg Pay cycle are really tedious...Sorry if I'm a burden for you guys...

Taxi

I wonder how do people take taxi as frequent as taking public transport. There are people who can cab every now and then.
I avoid taking taxi at all cost... Even if I'm late for school or something else, carrying sibpei heavy luggage and bags, or lost my way, I never take taxi.
I dislike taking taxi when I'm the one who need to pay... *stare* O_O at the meter fares the whole trip. Yes, the whole trip.
And when I don't have enough cash for it ....OAo.... *panic* when the taxi haven't even reach my destination.
I extremely hate the extra charges...especially when I only know it last minutes like right before I have to pay... The price just have to jump uppppp.. >A<

But when I don't have to pay for the taxi ride, OWO Despite feeling abit in debt to those people(esp toward friends), *everything is good* as long as it will reach my destination.

First trip to Vegetarian Korean Restaurant: Boneless Kitchen with Antricia

I actually went all the way to Jalan Bukit Merah last time with Jerry to eat dinner at "Boneless Kitchen", but the shop where "Boneless Kitchen" was at, was emptied. OAO I was like is the business very bad here that it need to be closed down?

And up till recently, I met Jerry again, and he told me that "Boneless Kitchen" is now at Taiseng~~ OMG YAY!!! (Jerry, let's eat there again when you're free.)
So I asked Antricia along to go there to eat lunch together!!!
While waiting for food to come, we were like high over those kpop they play~ A lots of familiar songs!

Good stuff~~

 
I have ordered 순두부찌개(Soft Tofu Stew) and Antricia ordered 잡채(Stir fried Sweet Potato Noodles with Sesame oil and vegetables).~
순두부찌개 is really nice,except for that Enokitake in there, it's quite difficult to bite off OAO bite for very long omg. It's spicy de! I tried the radish kimchi, I LOVE THE TASTE the sour and spicy level is just right! I think their kimchi will be even better(but haven't try before).
I'll be back again OU< for the 짜장면, 김치볶음밥, and the 부대찌개... AND ALSO THE 김치! Although it's rather pricey, since this is the one and only vegetarian Korean food place, why not~~~(but I will only go there when I have the money first.)

After this, we went to a cafe (I don't remember the cafe name but it's nearby Boneless Kitchen).
We tried Bubble Waffles~~