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Sunday, April 10, 2016

Full-time Holiday

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I still need to keep correcting people that I've already graduated from University from SCHOOL. Coz alots of them still think that I'm still schooling(poly/ sec school)~~~HAHAHHAA My look is deceiving~
After knowing that I have finished school, most of them asked me about my job.
Me:"I'm having a full-time Holiday now." (Enjoying life now~ But with minimum amount of money...)
Have been spamming and sending my resume to companies and I have yet to receive any reply except for two. I have been invited to One interview for shitty admin job and another one is for my internship. So I have only been to two interviews. I do really want that internship though... But that staff in the company told me that I will only know the result after 1-2weeks. So I'm still waiting...since it only have been 6 days since the interview. I still don't know if I should apply more other intern positions/ jobs or just wait first(in case my intern company accept me). That awkward period of time...
For now, I'm just gonna work for part-time event job first... but it's only for 3 days then it's gone.

I didn't know it's actually so difficult to get a job... when I only have all the certificates but no work experience(never intern before either) at all. What I mean by no working experience is referring to the relevant working experience, I do have a lot of working experience but it's all very part-time/ very temporary that last only for 1 to 5 days (all the event jobs) which is pretty much useless to put them into my resume. Even with a private university degree certificate doesn't help much either coz it's so common, almost everyone have a degree certificate.
Seems like nowadays most companies (90%) want someone with relevant work experience, even for internship too. Experience wins over Qualification. If I wasn't given a chance, I will never have any working experience then, then I will never get a job. Isn't that right?

You know the pressure is there when you're the eldest, you parents are already so old liao and you're still jobless. The pressure increases when everyone kept asking me about my job.

Friday, April 1, 2016

Final Love Live Concert final day... all my feelings...

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I cos-ed Honoka to watch the last live but I realized that I was a crappy Honoka(I need more costest for Honoka)... So I used this first costest I did for Honoka last time, alamak wear the ribbon wrong way some more~

I started watching the anime is 2013 (That's when I like Kotori >w<...and Honoka >U<)...Season2 in 2014 (That's when I graduated from Poly), I can totally related to Nico and the rest of the year 3 not in the school idol part but the feeling of graduating and leaving the school and the rest you friends (can still meet up but we wun be seeing each everyday like school).
Then, started watching the 1st live in 2014... At first, I wasn't really used to how all μ's voice actresses look like because the animated version of μ's are way too perfect~However, I realized I can't really compare human and animation, it's illogical and unfair. After watching 2nd live, I fall for Emi >W<...It's like SHE IS SO HONOKA(her passion omg), She's so beautiful, her singing voice is so beautiful and she look so passionate and sincere while singing *W* And eventually I have watched all the Live up till 2015's Live. (I love 3rd Live alots and can rewatch many times HAHAHA!)
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It's so fast, THE MOVIE ENDED THE ANIMATION...and now, It's already the last day of μ's last concert.  μ's ended at their highest point, when they are now super successful and popular, Proud fan here! Despite that μ's are not disbanding(it's almost equal to disbanding though...), it's still kindda sad that they they ended their final live so fast. It didn't feel like 6hours tbh... ><
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I was a little surprised that I actually can sing (of cos with poor pronunciation and probably some alots of wrong words...for someone like me, who didn't learn Japanese, 我中Love live de"毒"蛮深) and I sang along to almost all the songs they have performed tonight! I did restricted myself not to move/ move to much coz I'm afraid to block the people behind me. I was so high and excited when they're performaning "Susume->Tomorrow", "No Brand Girls", "Start: Dash", "Sunny Day Song", "kaguya no shiro de odoritai"(輝夜の城で踊りたい), and "Bokutachi wa Hitotsu no Hikari (僕たちはひとつの光)" (All my uttermost favorite songs from them). I still do wanna dance cover "Future Style"(as Kotori) and "Sunny Day Song" (as Honoka) alots....Ever more urge to cover after this live... "Sunny Day Power, Sun POWER!"
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Let's not talk about me, let's talk about the Seiyuu~~ >W<
Poor Aya, she caught sore throat earlier today. She cried due to her didn't want to disappoint us but her throat condition (as heard from the live), she afraid that she might disappoint us. However, despite of that, Aya, you did a great job singing though! And omg Aya's dance have more power than before now! No more bits of blur dance, or time lagging. *like*

During Mimori's love arrow shooto, OH GOSH PILE SO CUTE.. SHE PRETENDED THAT SHE ALSO KENNA SHOT(when she is just right beside Mimori HAHAHAH)!

Sora omg HAHAHAHAHAHA funny and pretty as usual~ Her raise pinky heart shape, her rap for "Moment Ring" with her Nico Nico Ni fingers moving in "Hiphop-ish" style, that amount of cuteness especially during "Heartbeat", those smiles during the live, her usual not so tidy dance moves, her usual Nico's confident overflowing voice(>W<), that's her, that's Nico (except that Nico dance better hehes) too! *W* Btw BiBi's costumes are super cool oh gosh, I love Nico's one, Maki's one and OMG Eri's one(damh cool)!!! SORA LOOKS SO ADORABLE-LY COOL IN THAT!

Emi, she's at on the verge of tears in the beginning already.. OAO 不要哭, *Emi抱抱*
I love her singing voice ^W^ The passion and sincerely in her voice...It's like for all the songs, she added a piece of her in each, her power her feeling her love for this job/group (How do I describe this omg)~ Plus Emi's smiles are so healing~ She looks so cute when she was trying to look cool or serious hahaha! (look at "Datte Datte")
Although that I didn't like Printemps costumes, I love it when they sang "WAO WAO Powerful Day"!!! They should put at least one "Love Marginal" or "Unbalanced Love" though OAO I wanna listen to at least one of them this one last time and stare at Emi...


OAO I actually...
Desperately want to understand what Emi(especially her) and the rest of μ's were saying, but I never learn Japanese before >A<, I can barely understand any... So I was trying to reference words from all the languages I know and the bare minimal Japanese words I know from listening to songs/animes.

Final live last day speech...sorry...I only remember this much though..
I only can understand this much *cry a sea* sorry the "..."  is like the part I can't understand argh.

Emi:
.... ....Promise......(argh I can't understand the whole thing at all >A< Except for the last sentence...)
"Fighto Daiyo!"

Sora:
Thank you...... ...... μ's.......
Promise? (coz it sounds like 약속)

Kussum:
Love Love Live?
Love μ's?
Love Nozomi?
"I love everyone..."!


Rippi:
... ... Rin? ... my best.... Thank you!
...Members (English), thank you!
...Staff (English), thank you!
...Love Lovelive!

I didn't cry during the concert okies! HAHAHA*lied*
During the concert...  いまが最高!
μ'sic(μ's Music) Forever!!!
"This isn't a goodbye, it's see you again one day"- Emi
Let's see μ's again one day!!!
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