Being too honest or you can say... being too frank

Especially, don't know what's wrong with me...I was being too frank to 2person who I'm not close with.. in a not very good way...

1st incident:..
I talked down that Lecturer who my group was presenting to..: He interrupted us half-way in every slides and ask questions+give us "suggestions" about how to make it better(or can I say that he say our slides are no good). It's like I have just started presenting my 1st slide not long ago, and I haven't even complete my first sentense of the objective of that project, He cut in and talk AGAIN~Fine, I listen!
After that I discovered that he repeated what said earlier on, I'm so frustrated seriously.
Him:"Skip this slide"
and we played the video in the next slide...
Him:*Asking questions on what this project is about, and why we didn't explain what this project is about...and ask ask ask!*
Me:*WOW WHO JUST TOLD US TO SKIP THAT SLIDE(regarding what that project is about?!!!)*
Me: "We have a slide that we've prepared to explain about that, but you say you don't want see just now, so can I explain on that NOW?"
*At this moment, I really don't get why the other lecturers and group members were laughing(silent laughters)*
Him: *Stunned* , "Alright explain now"

However after the whole presentation, then I realised... I was being way too frank(in a sense that it might appear to be rude to him)... I can see that he's kindda mind about me being like that..and I guess he got angry.<-I will guess about that because he went into our project room suddenly, and told me about "You guys should place a siren beside the sensor.... ....rude"<-He did says something about being rude but I didn't catch it that time. and his face don't look right...(or don't look happy)
Hopefully he didn't give us a 'D' grade for our presentation... lol I want at least a 'B'

2nd incident is....: This friend from other project group came and chatted with us...We all ended up telling him to sing the song that he says he can imitate that singer singing's voice which will sounds like that singer. He sang and I was very amazed and feel that he really sounds like that singer.
I have no ideas what did we talked which led me saying him "But your singing pronuncation not accurate"..."Neither do I have perfect chinese pronuncation but I'm just saying"
And DDANG, Him:"Ya la, then you still say~!You also cannot still comment like that!"
Can see that I'm kindda offended him in some way....

I suppose I shouldn't talk without filtering off some very frank thoughts...
In a day, I have offended and hurt 2 person. Maybe I should just think twice before talking.
It's my fault~
My day today wasn't very good to start off with already...

KCC Dance Audition again~ Oh well...Confident level do affect me

Was super exhausted to start off the day with...head wasn't working well, rather hard to forcus...Maybe that's just an excuse for myself

 
To make it worst for today, I haven't been dancing for quite a period of time. I know that there will be Freestyling part, I have prepared it but ended it doesn't suits the song played..so DDANG it, my prepared parts not used~ And I got no confident to do a really freestyle freestyle ever since I failed last year...I mainly stand down there only most of the time during freestyles... nervous like siao~ It must be super hilarious to see me doing "Maxstep"+freestyles today.

Actually I was rather shocked to hear that the song is "Maxstep".. first thing come to mind... I've seen the dance once...SO HARD...+I have only heard the song a few times before only! I'm doom.
We learnt a part "Maxstep"(was taught for around20minutes?) 30minutes before the actual audition...I'm still a slow learner, still can't catch the steps before audition...

I was guessing a few songs for today, but ended up both songs today are from SM Ent one(I was definitely hitting onto the wrong points). lol
If I really get through the audition, it's really miracle sia~
*Not much confident*

Photoshoot for "Kobato" 기대해주세요!

I have been envying several Cosplayers(secretly) who have been to a photoshoot, every time I saw their photos and were like "Aww, so cute!", "So pretty", "COOL"...  One day, I finally built up some courages to ask Zhenwei to help me do Kobato's photoshoot~(It's something I have been wanting to do after soooo long~)

I met up with Zhenwei and did my Kobato photoshoot in Expo~It was a fun and interesting experience as it was my very first time doing a Cosplay photoshoot!Especially with this new known friend, Zhenwei! I thought it will be super duper awkward at first but it turned put to be the opposite~ *Kukuku~*

I realised that doing a photoshoot like this requires a lots of patience from the photographer, he's real patient and I like most of the photos he took! I like the way he says that "I can take hundreds of photos to make it perfect enough just not to photoshop"~*Not the exact same words but sth like that*

I was very busy and exhausted yesterday(The Whole Day) till I forgot to buy a false eyelash's glue, my head not working well~(Actually is I keep forgetting to buy it before thursday and dragged till thursday still haven't buy, lol`)And Thank You So Much Vernesa, for lending me your false eyelash's glue so early in the morning(8plus am) despite that you're not at home~Sorry for the trouble!

Time:Early in morning 10plus am~The setting of this picture was in a super peaceful and beautiful cafe!The rest of the photos will be shared after Zhenwei is done with all the upload~Thank!

Hehes! Back to normal~ I haven't been taking selca for a period of time~so...

*KUKUKU* 기대해주세요!

why

Why study so hard....It will be a wasted Diploma after I graduate afterall.
not motivated, don't feel like doing anything related to my course.
I'm not smart, if I'm not hardworking enough, I don't even pass... but it's really very tiring to work hard at something I have not interest in. the 5th semester already....1more to go after this semester.

Cure Cosplay with Eleanor and Bryan~

My Twin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!She's damh friendly!!!!!


Something wrong with my eyelashes is it? Pictures with Bryan and Eleanor before we leave!

The 2 girls met in the backstage~I guess they are friendly people~

Really small Conan, he's small size in the manga/anime too, he fit well!
                
Just realise he's that same person eleanor and I saw in STGCC 2012   So Happy To See Cute Rikka from "chuunibyou demo koi ga shitai"

*Pretty Sakura* Childhood memories..   She's damh pretty, no wonder tio photobomb like crazy!


*Cute*
I went the Cure Cosplay Audition today as Kobato from "boku wa tomodachi ga sukunai"~ Failed much when my eyelashes glue dried out when I'm trying to use it today...Being the lazy me, I didn't use eyelashes glue for too long(3month ago) and the glue was stored in house since 2years ago...
Luckily got Eleanor!
I was supposed to reach the venue at 1pm to attend the briefing but I got lost in MBS Shoppes for quite long which led to me missing the briefing~ Without attending the briefing damh lost can! But thanks to the staffs who tell me what to do and where to go~I only know that I have to have 5poses on stage, but I don't know how to do the walk. so I walked in the stage when the cosplayers infront of me haven't end their walk, I felt super duper awkward(although that I got posed when a camera or 2 aimed me) standing there blurr-ly. After them, I finally walked through, pose, pose,pose, pose and pose with my trembling hands/fingers despite trying to control myself not to tremble~ I'm Damh Retarded sia... I have walked to the wrong side of the stage to exit from stage. T x T 
I went to try to find Eleanor and Bryan without having my mobile phone with me...Hard to find them without it...Because there were Tons of Human there! Found them after texting them~but after awhile I was back on stage for group photos, I feel so odd standing with all the cosplayers on stage~
I feel so sorry that I didn't really accompany Eleanor and Bryan much... 
Nice to know Tinnie and Takako Kurohime(her fb name)!

After leaving the cosplay venue, we went to Millienia Walk for Dinner~ Eleanor left at about 5plus pm to meet her friends~Bryan and I ended up here drinking BubbleTea, my pearl pudding milktea tasted normal till I get to bite the pudding, wa nice!

Yeah!

Our "Awkward" Smiles?
Despite that "귀요미" season is over, we decide to pose for fun~~~~

1 (일) 더하기 1(일)은 귀요미~2 (이) 더하기 2(이)는 귀요미~(1+1=gwiyomi, 2+2=gwiyomi)

3 (삼) 더하기 3(삼)은 귀요미~4 (사) 더하기 4(사)는 귀요미~(3+3=gwiyomi, 4+4=gwiyomi)

5 (오) 더하기 5(오)는 귀요미~6 (육) 더하기 6(육)은 귀요미~(5+5=gwiyomi~ , 6+6=gwiyomi)
I love this picture personally!!!!!!!

히히~ 못난이

혹시 마스크후에 피부가 더 좋아요~

내일가 참~~~ 신나요!!!!!!!!

so much so much

I love tonight's session!!!!!! It's more like reminiscing the Korea Trip we all went together in Feb/March than a presentation! Tonight have so much fun, so much memories made, so much laughter and miss Korea and the people there so much so much~~~~~~! Especially Mr Kim, Hee Jeong and Miss Park!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love Tonight~
*Back to normal mundane life tmr lol*

The feeling of when the thing you wanted since long gonna be fulfilled soon(not very soon la)~

I'm saying about going to Korea to continue to study Korean Language(for a few month/maybe half a year).... I have been wanting to do that when I'm graduated from Poly. Plus what's better, if I'm going my friend will be going too!(At Least I'm not alone)

Despite wanting to go sooooooooooo much, many problems came into my mind...:

1. $
2. Parents' Objection
3.I'm a Vegetarian( I will be a burden.)
4.Have Internet available whenever I want
5.No friends
6.I will miss my beloved Singaporean friends
7.I will miss Singapore's foods ley.
8.I don't have a Smartphone lol
9.To think of what shoes, cap, clothes and makeup etc to bring(I just wanna transport my own room of stuffs there.*Impossible*)
10.I don't know the procedures to take plane.

Major problem is the $ needed  and my Parents... ... ... ...
I will at least need a few thousands(at least around $5000), how am I gonna save this much of $ myself... I work part-time jobs also don't earn that much...lol
From what I know for my parents, they would not allow me to go oversea myself(without adults; teacher, relatives etc etc etc) unless miracle happened. 

The feeling of when the thing you wanted is fulfilling but obstacle let you stuck there and don't know what to do...
*Shall ask about another University regarding their school fees and stuffs to compare price*

Mum

She have been through alots.. a lots of suffers before when we were young/younger... For the first time, when the situation got worse, she went for a "holiday". Second time is when I sent her there. But at least now she's alright~
A lazy mum recently as she could not do much housework while her wrist is still recovering in process. Yes, mop, sweep, clean stove, change bed sheet, cut cooking ingredients and washing the dish  I do. That's no the point anyway.
Well... Mum, you can be blurr, naggy and harsh sometimes, I'm used to it and think it's just you, your personality~ It's tough being a housewife, I should not take it for granted (found out after helping her to do so many housework)~ I love how you educate us(no hitting and cursing, only the most scolding).
I love you because you're my mum, not because today is Mummy's Day or something! Although that it's obvious that you love brother more me~ OUO*Done with my confession*
Dad too!(Shall confess to you later on Daddy's Day)

And kids out there! Never scold your parents stupid!!!!!!!*I heard kids scolding their parents stupid recently*

현실도피를 하고싶어... ...

그냥........ ........요즘 부담을 많이 있어..어려울니까..
아무것도 못해..
현실도피를 하고싶어... ...

$5.50 spent T n T ~

The $2 bee hoon was already in my stomach, well digested I guess? Went out for Cheap Lunch near my house with my friend~After lunch, we went to Tampines1, Tampines Mall and Century Square and walk randomly while chit chat~ As I have nothing to shop for so....we have walked round and round on the same~lol
Anyway, I had a great time with you~
I haven't been using my camera to do self-cam for quite long already(Excluding yesterday's costest la)...

The $2+$1.50 are here~                       Yae yae yae my lips are ugly~



                                                              Alright, Enough of self-cam... ...

My New Stylo Cap

*I love my CAP*lol

Just received my skirt, so COSTEST TIME for Yozora!!!!!!!

Full costume without sock and shoes(Coz I'm at home ya~)~

annoying wig after I didn't keep properly~    I can't pose like Yozora... my face so chubby OmO

Act cute ney~                                        I know this is ugly~Well I posted this up anyway
 
To be honest, I didn't comb her hair so...

 Yeah........ Hopefully I know how to really contour my face.

This picture looks awesome in this direction~So don't rotate your laptop or sth~

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!!!!

Gay Face~                                             TADAH Costume only~~~~~~~
*The lens is suppose to be purple, but I haven't open the lens, so I just use blue for costest.*
Kindda regret getting Yozora's costume, I realise I don't fit well as her... My face is too fat(If I exercise, my facial fat better go away!!!!!!!!) and childish for her. And one problem with me, I don't know how to act a fierce facial expression.