The feeling of when the thing you wanted since long gonna be fulfilled soon(not very soon la)~

I'm saying about going to Korea to continue to study Korean Language(for a few month/maybe half a year).... I have been wanting to do that when I'm graduated from Poly. Plus what's better, if I'm going my friend will be going too!(At Least I'm not alone)

Despite wanting to go sooooooooooo much, many problems came into my mind...:

1. $
2. Parents' Objection
3.I'm a Vegetarian( I will be a burden.)
4.Have Internet available whenever I want
5.No friends
6.I will miss my beloved Singaporean friends
7.I will miss Singapore's foods ley.
8.I don't have a Smartphone lol
9.To think of what shoes, cap, clothes and makeup etc to bring(I just wanna transport my own room of stuffs there.*Impossible*)
10.I don't know the procedures to take plane.

Major problem is the $ needed  and my Parents... ... ... ...
I will at least need a few thousands(at least around $5000), how am I gonna save this much of $ myself... I work part-time jobs also don't earn that much...lol
From what I know for my parents, they would not allow me to go oversea myself(without adults; teacher, relatives etc etc etc) unless miracle happened. 

The feeling of when the thing you wanted is fulfilling but obstacle let you stuck there and don't know what to do...
*Shall ask about another University regarding their school fees and stuffs to compare price*