"Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up, And Be Happy!"

I'm so done with myself. I'm making different mistakes each week. I was rather confident that I will not make mistakes in my work again on this week coz I did check a lot of times. However, now I got all the mistakes that I have never got it wrong for the past weeks. I thought I will never have those part wrong (so I didn't double check those parts and DDANG). OAO One thing about this problem... Never trust myself.

It's getting more and depressing as I work...This is suppose to be a simple job but I just kept making mistakes. Not to say that... I'm too slow too. It has already been my 3rd week of work already.
I felt so terrible when a colleague have to stay back after work to clean up the mess I have made last Friday. >< Plus the complain from another colleague yesterday.
Personally, I'm a very careless, opposite of perfectionist, messy, forgetful, and unable to multi-tasks person.I "die" badly for this job that need to be very precise and fast. Doing my best and not giving myself any breaks(other than Lunch and toilet) wasn't working much. I'm not tech-smart nor physically smart either.
At times, I'm so angry at myself for being so useless.
If I can't even handle this kind of job, what else can I work as.

Enough of this, I'm glad that I have all these few kind colleagues that help me alots, and then 1or2 who listened to me and let me think in another better perspectives. Come to think of it, it's only 12days of work, I gotta to calm down since I don't think anyone will be able to be able to master it perfectly within 12days. Through this job, I have been increasing my Korean vocab alots. Tbh, I'm still amused at how much I can understand Korean Language for work.

Just came across Akdong Musician's cover of "Happy" in "Happy Together", it cheers me up so much~~

"Happy" by MOCCA ->Song cover by Akdong Musician.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IacX4m6oE3o
"Life is Just a Bowl of Cherries,
Sometimes It is sweet or Filled with
Worries
Don't be afraid, When Things Go Wrong, Just
be Strong.

When Things Seems up in the Air,
And Everything is so Unfair,
And You Stumble and Fall
Just Pick Yourself up and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,
Just Remember One Thing, My Friend.
When You're Under a Cloud
Just Visit Music and Sing

If One Day You Lose Your Way,
Just Remember that I'm Here to Stay.
Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up,
And Be Happy!"

YES, "Don't You Give up, Keep Your Chin up, And Be Happy!"

Teamgrimmie will miss you and your voice...

It really saddened me when I saw the news about Christina Grimmie. I even went to different news websites (from reliable sources) to double check if the news I saw is Truth. I can't believe that... she was death. >< She's very young, 22years old(same age as me) and we're only 5days apart. I really really really hated that guy who shot her to death...and he shot himself to death afterward(That was Irresponsible and sick).
I found her on Youtube in around 2012/2013.. and watch my first video of her cover, "Price Tag" by Jessie J. I don't really know much English songs as I'm not interested in English pop. Because of Christina Grimmie's song covers, I got to know a lot of nice English songs (But I usually download her version instead of the original singer' version). It's like...even if the song doesn't seems good(doesn't interest me to listen), but after she covered it, it often sounds way better than the original with her awesome voice. Of course, there are also some of her covers that weren't really appealing. She really sings really well and she's unique, her voice, her hairstyles(back then), her looks, are unique and she's so cute and cool at the same time. And the song "Just a Dream", a collaboration song with Sam Tsui, it was awesome during that time, I like so much that I used to lope it.
It was only after she was in "The Voice"... I didn't really follow much on her Youtube channel. But I'm still her fans, her fans for most of her song covers.
Teamgrimmie will miss you... and your voice ><

First Day of work~ My first full-time job~

Finally ended my Full-time Holiday, proceed to to my full-time job~~~ This is my first full-time job, it's an admin(Korean Language) role~ It's only a temp job, over a period of only 6 months. Before this, I have been always working event jobs(my longest event job was only a week.)
It's my first day of work (I had a lot of first day of work before), but the feeling is different... I was so nervous... That I tried to learn how use Excel, and familiarize myself with the Korean words I might need to know for my work. I actually woke up at 3.30am thinking that it was 6.30am, I brushed my brush at 3.30am...and went back to sleep after I saw the time >A<. Woke up at 4.30am again to look at the time and fell back asleep again.
I love how convenience is it for me to get to my workplace from home, it's around only 45mins using one direct bus.
So, I went to work and the people there are nice~ ^W^ And I met a Korean colleague who teaches me what I'm suppose to do, she's very nice and she got so excited and introduced me to almost everyone in the office(so that I wun feel out of place). But I only remember around 3 names hahahahaha! Sorry though~
Boss asked me to join them for lunch, so I went~ And eventually I found out that she loves BIG BANG AND iKON, AND SHE'S GOING FOR iKONCERT SINGAPORE TOO OMG!!! Such cool to meet another iKONIC at my workplace, which was totally unexpected >W<
Well, I adapted well, for work and new friends~ I see why I'm a Pisces.

Although I have this nice Korean colleague sitting right beside me, I was holding myself back to speak to her in Korean language.
I have this thing with me->I don't dare to speak Korean with a Korean. Coz my Korean pronunciation is so terrible. Just right I'm going back, I say "안녕히계세요" to her. And she was just so happy and started spamming me with sentences in Korean >W< I understood all and replied~~
But I accidentally used informal form in one of my sentences, omg jialat. That's why I don't dare to speak Korean OAO

Oh ya, as for my job, it's pretty much similar stuff over and over again...BUT I HAVE TO BE REALLY CAREFULLY WITH NUMBERS SINCE IT deals with money and there are alots of different types of Invoices. The steps of Reg and Urg Pay cycle are really tedious...Sorry if I'm a burden for you guys...

Taxi

I wonder how do people take taxi as frequent as taking public transport. There are people who can cab every now and then.
I avoid taking taxi at all cost... Even if I'm late for school or something else, carrying sibpei heavy luggage and bags, or lost my way, I never take taxi.
I dislike taking taxi when I'm the one who need to pay... *stare* O_O at the meter fares the whole trip. Yes, the whole trip.
And when I don't have enough cash for it ....OAo.... *panic* when the taxi haven't even reach my destination.
I extremely hate the extra charges...especially when I only know it last minutes like right before I have to pay... The price just have to jump uppppp.. >A<

But when I don't have to pay for the taxi ride, OWO Despite feeling abit in debt to those people(esp toward friends), *everything is good* as long as it will reach my destination.

First trip to Vegetarian Korean Restaurant: Boneless Kitchen with Antricia

I actually went all the way to Jalan Bukit Merah last time with Jerry to eat dinner at "Boneless Kitchen", but the shop where "Boneless Kitchen" was at, was emptied. OAO I was like is the business very bad here that it need to be closed down?

And up till recently, I met Jerry again, and he told me that "Boneless Kitchen" is now at Taiseng~~ OMG YAY!!! (Jerry, let's eat there again when you're free.)
So I asked Antricia along to go there to eat lunch together!!!
While waiting for food to come, we were like high over those kpop they play~ A lots of familiar songs!

Good stuff~~

 
I have ordered 순두부찌개(Soft Tofu Stew) and Antricia ordered 잡채(Stir fried Sweet Potato Noodles with Sesame oil and vegetables).~
순두부찌개 is really nice,except for that Enokitake in there, it's quite difficult to bite off OAO bite for very long omg. It's spicy de! I tried the radish kimchi, I LOVE THE TASTE the sour and spicy level is just right! I think their kimchi will be even better(but haven't try before).
I'll be back again OU< for the 짜장면, 김치볶음밥, and the 부대찌개... AND ALSO THE 김치! Although it's rather pricey, since this is the one and only vegetarian Korean food place, why not~~~(but I will only go there when I have the money first.)

After this, we went to a cafe (I don't remember the cafe name but it's nearby Boneless Kitchen).
We tried Bubble Waffles~~

Full-time Holiday

I still need to keep correcting people that I've already graduated from University from SCHOOL. Coz alots of them still think that I'm still schooling(poly/ sec school)~~~HAHAHHAA My look is deceiving~
After knowing that I have finished school, most of them asked me about my job.
Me:"I'm having a full-time Holiday now." (Enjoying life now~ But with minimum amount of money...)
Have been spamming and sending my resume to companies and I have yet to receive any reply except for two. I have been invited to One interview for shitty admin job and another one is for my internship. So I have only been to two interviews. I do really want that internship though... But that staff in the company told me that I will only know the result after 1-2weeks. So I'm still waiting...since it only have been 6 days since the interview. I still don't know if I should apply more other intern positions/ jobs or just wait first(in case my intern company accept me). That awkward period of time...
For now, I'm just gonna work for part-time event job first... but it's only for 3 days then it's gone.

I didn't know it's actually so difficult to get a job... when I only have all the certificates but no work experience(never intern before either) at all. What I mean by no working experience is referring to the relevant working experience, I do have a lot of working experience but it's all very part-time/ very temporary that last only for 1 to 5 days (all the event jobs) which is pretty much useless to put them into my resume. Even with a private university degree certificate doesn't help much either coz it's so common, almost everyone have a degree certificate.
Seems like nowadays most companies (90%) want someone with relevant work experience, even for internship too. Experience wins over Qualification. If I wasn't given a chance, I will never have any working experience then, then I will never get a job. Isn't that right?

You know the pressure is there when you're the eldest, you parents are already so old liao and you're still jobless. The pressure increases when everyone kept asking me about my job.

Final Love Live Concert final day... all my feelings...

 

I cos-ed Honoka to watch the last live but I realized that I was a crappy Honoka(I need more costest for Honoka)... So I used this first costest I did for Honoka last time, alamak wear the ribbon wrong way some more~

I started watching the anime is 2013 (That's when I like Kotori >w<...and Honoka >U<)...Season2 in 2014 (That's when I graduated from Poly), I can totally related to Nico and the rest of the year 3 not in the school idol part but the feeling of graduating and leaving the school and the rest you friends (can still meet up but we wun be seeing each everyday like school).
Then, started watching the 1st live in 2014... At first, I wasn't really used to how all μ's voice actresses look like because the animated version of μ's are way too perfect~However, I realized I can't really compare human and animation, it's illogical and unfair. After watching 2nd live, I fall for Emi >W<...It's like SHE IS SO HONOKA(her passion omg), She's so beautiful, her singing voice is so beautiful and she look so passionate and sincere while singing *W* And eventually I have watched all the Live up till 2015's Live. (I love 3rd Live alots and can rewatch many times HAHAHA!)

It's so fast, THE MOVIE ENDED THE ANIMATION...and now, It's already the last day of μ's last concert.  μ's ended at their highest point, when they are now super successful and popular, Proud fan here! Despite that μ's are not disbanding(it's almost equal to disbanding though...), it's still kindda sad that they they ended their final live so fast. It didn't feel like 6hours tbh... ><

I was a little surprised that I actually can sing (of cos with poor pronunciation and probably some alots of wrong words...for someone like me, who didn't learn Japanese, 我中Love live de"毒"蛮深) and I sang along to almost all the songs they have performed tonight! I did restricted myself not to move/ move to much coz I'm afraid to block the people behind me. I was so high and excited when they're performaning "Susume->Tomorrow", "No Brand Girls", "Start: Dash", "Sunny Day Song", "kaguya no shiro de odoritai"(輝夜の城で踊りたい), and "Bokutachi wa Hitotsu no Hikari (僕たちはひとつの光)" (All my uttermost favorite songs from them). I still do wanna dance cover "Future Style"(as Kotori) and "Sunny Day Song" (as Honoka) alots....Ever more urge to cover after this live... "Sunny Day Power, Sun POWER!"

Let's not talk about me, let's talk about the Seiyuu~~ >W<
Poor Aya, she caught sore throat earlier today. She cried due to her didn't want to disappoint us but her throat condition (as heard from the live), she afraid that she might disappoint us. However, despite of that, Aya, you did a great job singing though! And omg Aya's dance have more power than before now! No more bits of blur dance, or time lagging. *like*

During Mimori's love arrow shooto, OH GOSH PILE SO CUTE.. SHE PRETENDED THAT SHE ALSO KENNA SHOT(when she is just right beside Mimori HAHAHAH)!

Sora omg HAHAHAHAHAHA funny and pretty as usual~ Her raise pinky heart shape, her rap for "Moment Ring" with her Nico Nico Ni fingers moving in "Hiphop-ish" style, that amount of cuteness especially during "Heartbeat", those smiles during the live, her usual not so tidy dance moves, her usual Nico's confident overflowing voice(>W<), that's her, that's Nico (except that Nico dance better hehes) too! *W* Btw BiBi's costumes are super cool oh gosh, I love Nico's one, Maki's one and OMG Eri's one(damh cool)!!! SORA LOOKS SO ADORABLE-LY COOL IN THAT!

Emi, she's at on the verge of tears in the beginning already.. OAO 不要哭, *Emi抱抱*
I love her singing voice ^W^ The passion and sincerely in her voice...It's like for all the songs, she added a piece of her in each, her power her feeling her love for this job/group (How do I describe this omg)~ Plus Emi's smiles are so healing~ She looks so cute when she was trying to look cool or serious hahaha! (look at "Datte Datte")
Although that I didn't like Printemps costumes, I love it when they sang "WAO WAO Powerful Day"!!! They should put at least one "Love Marginal" or "Unbalanced Love" though OAO I wanna listen to at least one of them this one last time and stare at Emi...


OAO I actually...
Desperately want to understand what Emi(especially her) and the rest of μ's were saying, but I never learn Japanese before >A<, I can barely understand any... So I was trying to reference words from all the languages I know and the bare minimal Japanese words I know from listening to songs/animes.

Final live last day speech...sorry...I only remember this much though..
I only can understand this much *cry a sea* sorry the "..."  is like the part I can't understand argh.

Emi:
.... ....Promise......(argh I can't understand the whole thing at all >A< Except for the last sentence...)
"Fighto Daiyo!"

Sora:
Thank you...... ...... μ's.......
Promise? (coz it sounds like 약속)

Kussum:
Love Love Live?
Love μ's?
Love Nozomi?
"I love everyone..."!


Rippi:
... ... Rin? ... my best.... Thank you!
...Members (English), thank you!
...Staff (English), thank you!
...Love Lovelive!

I didn't cry during the concert okies! HAHAHA*lied*
During the concert...  いまが最高!
μ'sic(μ's Music) Forever!!!
"This isn't a goodbye, it's see you again one day"- Emi
Let's see μ's again one day!!!