I know that the only course that interests me a little which my low Poly GPA may be able make it is ADM(ART,DESIGN & MEDIA). And ADM don't accept students who didn't submit Portfolio+other ADM Admission Requirements. Obviously, since it's a Art course...
But I've just realized that the submission deadline for The Portfolio+other ADM Admission Requirements is 24th Feb 2014(which is only 7days from now)...
So after I took a look at what are needed to be in the Portfolio etc etc etc... I actually realize that I can't do anything about it... since they want "My own original works", how? I don't think it's possible for me.. I haven't been really drawing on my own and have been always imitating varies animes to draw out the same character. My drawing have no styles. Honestly, I don't think I'm a creative and talented person especially in arts... I don't think I'm able to produce the Portfolio and stuffs.
Maybe I should just find any suitable job and just start working first instead of pursuing university studies since I don't have any course I'm really interested to study in addition to my neither here nor there GPA...
However, in this way...I don't really find any use in completing my current Poly course: "Engineering". Initially, I thought I can probably make use of entering any course which I can study in Poly(I scored badly for my O' level), to enter University~But... ...
After working hard for 3years of poly, and ended up being neither here or there now, and probably cannot enter University.
And because..I don't want to be an Engineer, so I wanna further study after poly.but.. I can't go oversea university coz of $ and I really don't know what I want. If I go NAFA/ any other arts school to study the design diploma I want, my 3years of Poly diploma are basically wasted.
I'm Graduating, or rather graduated(just that my last semester results haven't released and haven't attend graduation ceremony) from Poly...It's suppose to be a good news...But I just can't seem to make a decision. It's difficult to decide, 1000000000000000000% more difficult then any of my past graduating experiences(Pri->Sec->Poly).
That's the problem with me for studying for the sake of studying for so many years.
I don't like this feeling, I don't like growing up~
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