~UGLY AND SHORT FRINGE give me Low Self Esteem~

UGLY AND SHORT FRINGE give me Low Self Esteem...Really Low Self Esteem!
Kindda irritated by my long fringe, so I went to trim my fringe at a salon in T1, it costed $12(the haircut feel super expensive after seeing the end result of the haircut..)~I was super duper stunned with I see him cut till soooooooooooooooo short, and ugly(I feel super ugly). It chinese new year soon, I shouldn't have went to cut hair, especially my fringe, much regret with this hairstyle in return for paying $12. From the salon till my house seems like a long journey, whenever I saw my reflection from my phone really make me feel damh UGLY(on the appearance la), avoid eyes contact all the way~ It's SeriousLY SO UGLY and I looks so Idiotic with that hair...
Eventually, I thought of some solutions...
Either...

Or...But I have damh high forehead

  

I guess I either one looks much better sia!I'm so thankful to have the fringe extension despite the colour different, it looks so much better~haiis......I wonder how long I have wait to look less ugly and idiotic...My fringe arh, please grow faster please~~~~